Monday, April 03, 2006

a real bender

you know
when they say
someone's
gone on a bender?


that's how I feel
but it came on
so fast
and sudden
it's spring, see
and it's all this extra energy
the earth is literally pulsing
the sun is shining so so bright
everything is bursting


but it is tooo much for me,
too much
and I wrestle
with being attentive
and yet taking care
...wishing there was a drink
that was the opposite of caffeine
it is tightness
and pressure,
racing thoughts
darting eyes
an over-taxing of my nervous system
which reminds me ~ new moon intention #3.

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