Wow, whackadoo dreams of late.
Two dreams in the past week about Burning Man. Both were about me trying to find a "spot" for me. In both, my 'licians had arrived much earlier and I was late, would there be enough room for me, was there a place for me? A feeling of not having enough and especially about feeling on the outside, unsure of being taken care of. In the most recent, I was seeking XT and out from her tent slumber she came! Big open beautiful welcoming eyes, folding me into her arms. Very sweet. Then I realized I had forgotten water for the week! KK had come along with me but she had remembered hers. And I had forgotten my bedding! So I called Migdal to see if he could help me out... what are those messages??
Last night I dreamt twice about Mark. The second dream was amazing. We were up at his house (which sits on 36 acres plopped in a meadow, just incredible place). My sister & brother were there (Subhadra & Matt) and we were all going to have dinner. Subhadra and I immediately went into the water(s) of his spa etc. He doesn't in real life have this but it was this huge room of pools & showers of warm water. It was amazingly symbolic for me. Matt was out exploring the grounds, climbing trees, almost from a boy-like innocence. I went to check in on Mark because I felt a little guilty for just lounging in the waters, and walking in to the kitchen I dribbled water all behind me. He and I went out onto the property, kind of like a straight up scene out of a slow motion video, holding hands and kind of running all around... through the grass smiling & laughing. Amazing.